Re-Post from original blog Dated Monday September 13th 2010
But the image I was giving to the world was a facade a superficial appearance. Inside I was slowly dying and just existing. Living life the way others wanted me to. I wasn't being true to myself. Well, that was six years ago. I was forced to look in the mirror and realize that life is to short to live in an unhappy state of mind. Life is to short to be afraid to live it to it's fullest and life is just way to short to be angry. Six years ago I decided to start working on "ME" and although I still stumble and fall. The fall is a little different and the way I lift myself up has changed :-).
If you ask me what was the worst day of my life, I would have to say the day I was forced to "Confront Me". If you ask me what was the best day of my life, I would have to say the same. I know you're thinking how could that be, you see on that day I realized that I had wasted so many years of my life living for others and now I was looking at the reflection of a woman I barely knew. I didn't know her likes or dislikes, I didn't know where she was going, she had no goals, no dreams, she was just existing and that scared the mess out of me, but on that same day I decided to step into my "Greatness" and answer all the questions my soul was asking. Chloe who are you? Who are you at the core of your being? What labels have you allowed others to put on you that you now believe or what labels have you put on yourself. Why do you continue to hold onto anger? I had a million questions that needed to be answered. I had to figure out who is Chloe Womack... I know who she is now and I continue to learn new things about her everyday. I have fallen in love with "ME" and I wouldn't change it for anything in the world. In the words of Ms. Whitney Houston "I Didn't Know My Own Strength", but now I do!!